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4th-Nov-2011 09:11 am - lively conversation with a bot.
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irenebamberger7992


Are you there??



8:56:52 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


yes


8:56:59 AM


irenebamberger7992


 heya



8:57:09 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


hi


8:57:19 AM


irenebamberger7992


whats up, I found your username on a yahoo member directory of social sites..not sure which one cause it bundles them all together lol



8:57:30 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


huh, so your a bot


8:57:38 AM


irenebamberger7992


what's a bot??



8:57:43 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


you


8:57:52 AM


irenebamberger7992


im not desperate hehe i just enjoy talking to ppl online  especially via webcam



8:58:17 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


funny, no one mentioned desperate.


8:58:28 AM


irenebamberger7992


are you signed up to any dating sites? i met a lot of cool people on adult friend finder, and only weirdos on fling lol



8:59:26 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


well. I am not signed up on those sites. nor would i pay for either of them.


8:59:38 AM


irenebamberger7992


lol, read the fine print on that page babe..it says session is only $0.00 if a premium member invites you...I've been a premium member there for a long time. Trust me I know how the site works I'm a webcam freaklol..



9:00:09 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


you are also a bot. and i know the free print well.


9:00:18 AM


irenebamberger7992


ofcourse babe, just need to verify age but yes its free



9:00:36 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


do not want


9:00:42 AM


irenebamberger7992


ya well, i am bored at home...and this usually leads to bad things  anytime i take a break from school work i jump online



9:00:57 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


do NOT WANT


9:01:04 AM


irenebamberger7992


well...i am a true "autagonistophiliac" which means I have a fetish for being on camera  you can google it if you dont believe me! lol



9:01:18 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


DO NOT WANT


9:01:25 AM


irenebamberger7992


have you ever used BurstCam? its a yahoo adult site that allows us to chat, and even go live like skype



9:01:39 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


DO NOT WANT


9:01:50 AM


irenebamberger7992


they give you a unique page, my link is http://webcamaccept.com/



9:01:59 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


bad touch bad touch!


9:02:12 AM


irenebamberger7992


go there and my video will load, just click the "Accept Invite" button on the bottom left and it'll connect us..if your camera shy you dont have to show yourself, I'M the one with the fetish remember LOL



9:02:48 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


mommy, the bad robot has tried touching me.  


9:03:00 AM


irenebamberger7992


uggh no i'm not are u???? lolz



9:03:29 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


bot fell down the hole!


9:03:38 AM


irenebamberger7992


uggh no i'm not are u???? lolz



9:03:47 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


i think i broke it


9:03:55 AM


irenebamberger7992


im always either on the phone or online, im a chat addict lol...i dont normally give my number out but if you meet me in the chat and I get comfortable with you we can talk on the phone



9:04:17 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


why would i want to chat with a bot?


9:04:27 AM


irenebamberger7992


what's a bot??



9:04:37 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


see earlyer remark about you


9:04:46 AM


irenebamberger7992


my number is 206-222-1648...my phone is dead, so give it a few minutes to charge, and please dont go give that out! hehe...come talk to me over on the chat site



9:06:15 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


how do they verify age by cc


9:06:23 AM


irenebamberger7992


i'm 24



9:06:33 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


how do they verify age by cc


9:06:45 AM


irenebamberger7992


i'm 24



9:06:53 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


how age cc talk


9:07:00 AM


irenebamberger7992


i'm 24



9:07:04 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


age cc


9:07:11 AM


irenebamberger7992


i'm 24



9:07:13 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


age


9:07:20 AM


irenebamberger7992


i'm 24



9:07:23 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


cc


9:07:33 AM


irenebamberger7992


cc is just to verify age..you'll get in for free through my page!



9:07:40 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


free


9:07:48 AM


irenebamberger7992


ofcourse babe, just need to verify age but yes its free



9:07:58 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


taco sunday borito


9:08:07 AM


irenebamberger7992


its free, just need to sign up for a free account...im sure i'll keep you entertained though 



9:08:17 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


horse pussy


9:08:26 AM


irenebamberger7992


fuck my pussy baby ..nice n hard 



9:08:35 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


smelly pussy


9:08:45 AM


irenebamberger7992


wanna see my pussy?



9:08:57 AM


Thomas Phipps (whytewolf777)


ganggreen pussy


9:09:08 AM


irenebamberger7992


punch my kitten 

21st-Sep-2010 06:25 am - unified subatomic-particle theory
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let first start by saying i by far am no physicist or mathematician. however i have a random thought every now and then. this one came to me while i was riding home from the bus. I have no basis in math to prove or disprove. and i don't know enough about the related subjects to prove or disprove it either way. however I'm sure that someone [with the proper experience in the right fields] can disprove it. anyway. with out further confusion. my idea.

what if the universe wasn't made up of millions of independent subatomic particles, but by a singular subatomic particle in superposition. the different properties of everything are caused by this particle interacting with it's self based on how its superposition structure is aligned.

the big bang was really more of a spontaneous explosion of super-positions. where the particle randomly started expanding into every spot it could. soon forming basic elements based on attractions and repulsion to it's self. 

the 4 forces being unified also seems to come together with this theory. if there really is only one subatomic particle then the 4 forces are of this particle. 

anyway i am sure i could go more in depth. but so far any ideas? wanna call me a crack pot? feel free. i would love input. and criticism. I personally think I'm crazy. but hell what do you think?
19th-Mar-2010 05:57 pm - a conversation with a bot
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(5:01:23 PM) eva: hey! how are you doing?
(5:01:33 PM) eva: I hope you want to chat with a horny grl today... ;-)
(5:04:02 PM) WhyteWolf: why, do you know one?
(5:04:12 PM) eva: Oh Ok LOL,Nice!how you doin??
(5:04:21 PM) eva: yeah i'm horny lolz! u?
(5:04:43 PM) WhyteWolf: not really. really just upset at the social political nightmare that is the world today
(5:04:54 PM) eva: Mhhm babe i love a guy who knows what he wants..can u be that guy ?? ;)
17:05
(5:05:31 PM) WhyteWolf: not really, I'm really more of a play it by ear and hope that everything turns out for the best, it doesn't normally
(5:05:40 PM) eva: ;)..do you have a cam?
(5:06:07 PM) WhyteWolf: um, why?are you going to spy on me? are you a stalker?
(5:06:17 PM) eva: I have one but you're not a kid right?
(5:06:42 PM) WhyteWolf: well we are all kids at heart, coarse i have no idea what cams and kids have to do with each other
(5:06:52 PM) eva: Can never really be sure..you know??
(5:07:08 PM) WhyteWolf: yeah, kinda like I'm not sure if I am talking to a live human being
(5:07:19 PM) eva: k ..well im gonna show you ..k?
(5:07:35 PM) WhyteWolf: um, ok, what are you going to show me?
(5:07:46 PM) eva: thats my webcam - chat with me on there...it will ask you to verify your age for free.
15th-Mar-2010 12:54 pm - if i died tomorrow
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i try not to think about this. as well i really wouldn't want to leave the world. i kinda enjoy having a heartbeat. but i know if it happened, and if i was forced to re-watch every second of my life. from beginning to end. there would be moments i would cry, there would be moments that i laugh. but over all i would be proud. proud i made as much of such a short time on this earth as i could. i made some wonderful friends along the way. i had some adventures that just boggle the mind. i have had hardship that i triumphed over, and spots where it was all to easy.

normally when i think back over the years i earn for a lot of what i have done in the past, the adventures i would go on. traveling the US. meeting new people. learning new things. and forgetting old things. but for some reason today is different, i look back and smile, but i don't feel sad that it's the past. i feel happy to have made it this far, and had a full life in the process. in short, if i died tomorrow. i would die happy.
1st-Mar-2010 10:44 pm - fasting: day 1
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well, it's been about 24 hours since i last had solid food. i can feel the hunger of coarse. but it isn't as bad as i thought it would be. things definitely are a little odd already. i kept smelling what i think is gas in the later part of the day. and i have been a little dizzy at times. most likely my body just adjusting to the lack of nourishment. hopefully tomorrow will be a little easier.

not happy about the milk this morning, that was rather disgusting. really don't want to sip anything that foal again.

anyway, i should get to bed, and try to sleep. this lack of caffeine is killing me.
23rd-Feb-2010 03:20 pm - Arrre there be pirates
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For a long time i have just kind of watched what was happening. i have been on both sides of the issue at large. and this issue? Modern piracy. in short, just where is everything going. In todays world piracy is on the uptake while buying is in the decrease. many people blame things such as VCRs, Tape players, and in more modern times, the internet. now while I will agree these inventions helped making piracy become easier then it used to be, they didn't create piracy, piracy has been around as long as copyright has been. however, more people are becoming pirates by todays copyright laws because todays copyright laws are so bad that it is almost impossible to NOT infringe on some level by just breathing.

every day this issue is getting worse. it is now easier to be a pirate then to not be, the very act of playing your music with your windows down in your car could be construed as a performance. singing in the shower with the wording of copyright is an infringement. if you are a DJ for a night club? forget it, you bought those CD's but you didn't buy the right to play for a crowd. everyday, everyone infringes. there is no getting around it. there is no way to not.

now days it is even easier, it is actually easier to be a pirate, then to be honest. recently i tried buying a copy of windows 7. my preferred media is a downloaded iso. i went to store.microsoft.com input my information, waited 2 days and got denied. when i asked why i was informed that my shipping address didn't match my billing address, or my middle initial was missing, well i was never asked for either piece of information.now, because i follow a three strikes rule i tried again before resorting to piracy. and yes the idea did cross my mind as i had already wasted 2 days on something that normally should have taken an hour at most. this time however it was accepted, another 2 days after applying. if i judged the time that i could have been with out product. at $100 a day, a relatively cheap price. I should charge them $100.01 for lost time, instead of them charging me $299.99.

one of my favorite places to shop makes it much easier on me, i click a button and my product begins downloading. my cc gets billed. and if i want it will prompt me for my password before hand to make sure i am really the one buying this. this product is iTunes. while not perfect, as i can't play those shiny movies i bought on there on any device i want. the very act of buying on iTunes is why i like the product. it makes it easy for me to give them money. instead of treating me like a criminal from day one they treat me like a customer.

other products i enjoy buying, ActiveState IDE and oxygen XML Editor, these products are not a 1 click buy, but they give me the ability to buy quickly and keep my information on file so i don't have to buy the same product i already bought. and as one of the other things i love about both products. The Key is to me. not the computer. i can install the product on all of my computers and as long as i am only using one at a time i am perfectly with in the EULA. both products also support all operating systems i use, windows, linux and mac. i don't have to get into an OS war or worry if my tools will work on this operating system, because i know they will. on a side note, this has come up before, because i do use all three operating systems on a very wide basis.

in short, the world has had theft for millions of years. and whining at the government is not going to stop it. the best thing the industries that are worried about it can do, make it easier and more enjoyable to GIVE YOU MONEY. when people are treated like criminals, the common practice is to make the person accusing them right.
14th-Feb-2010 11:06 pm - the last 15 years.
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my last 15 years. i look back at them now and wonder what happened.
I've gone from a fun loving loner with a ton of friends. to a middle aged hermit.
I've started moving away from humanity. i don't understand it anymore. things have really changed. and i have not kept up.

in the past 15 years a lot has happened. the short list would be planes, trains, and automobiles.
things like getting hit by a train while trying to get back to school. getting shot by the primer of a unloaded shell casing. dirt road surfing [standing up in the back of a pickup doing 40 down a bumpy dirt road]. i don't know what happened. it all changed once i moved back to Montana that last time. the world changed while i was gone and i missed it. i lost the grove i was in. i used to be more fun. i used to have more fun. now i am just a fat guy. least i don't live in my parents house.

i would be lying if i said that i have never be suicidal. i have thought about it many times. i never would follow through with it, anymore. there was a time when i was about 17 i almost did. but i don't think the .22 would have done much damage anyway. and i would have just been stupid for trying.

I used to pride myself on being different. but i am not different anymore. now days i am just that old fat guy. even if i lost the weight and made drastic changes i doubt i would feel better about myself. i think i lost the last of the self esteem i had. i used to enjoy who i was. and when i did i think i was more fun to be around.
11th-Feb-2010 02:34 pm - programing pet peeves
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okay,
sometimes i just have wtf moments. i have not seen the code that generates this, but if it is anything like the database I don't have a fork big enough to parse it.

first, date ... my biggest pet peeve of all programers that design things. i have yet to see a database that could not handle date when it is put in the correct type, that type is either DATE, or TIMESTAMP for MySQL. each has a use. each should be used for what it is intended. VARCHAR(100) should not ever be used for storing dates. this is wrong on so many levels that it makes me want to punch babies. also, why on earth would you separate time and date. there are enough functions between what ever language you are using and mysql that you can parse the date and time together in one field and will have a perfect date

second, normalization ... okay, i can get this to a point. you don't want to take the time to design before you hash out code. your a programmer not a DBA. but damn it if you don't understand how to layout a database i doubt you know how to layout a high level class structure. with correct foreign key set ups and proper indexing you can make that slow query lightning fast. but if you are not using an indexed on either side of a one to many relationship. your query is going to be dog slow. and i doubt you have the knowledge at that point to design a many to many relationship. since it would require knowing indexing.

third, indexing ... do you know what an index is? to many can slow down a site, not enough will also slow down a site. knowing what you are doing and preplanning.

I'm done. not that isn't more about this one database that makes me want to punch babies. Just that i don't want to rant anymore about this. it's a stupid issue. and to think my boss wants to add this guy to the web team. I wouldn't let him touch my databases with a ten foot pole.
19th-Jan-2010 09:21 am - I miss IRC.
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I don't know why, but i miss the IRC of old. back when you actually had to know something about computers to get into a chat room. the conversations seemed more in-depth. more worth while. back before the spam bots and txt talkers started to join. i myself stopped going to IRC because it pretty much became rather like the yahoo chat. a pile o garbage.

but i miss the human contacts i made back then. yes i was young and really messed up a lot of people because of some stupid choices. but things were different back then. people were actually likely to get to know you. vs make assumptions based on some myspace/facebook/ect page
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everyone is different. thats one of the things always present in my head. everyone feels what they feel for different reasons. everyone acts the way they do for different reasons.

for me, i like relationships. i like being in them. i like having someone to confide it. i feel comfortable being in a relationship. but i have trouble with that. i have trouble believing anyone really gives a rats ass about me. i have no self esteem. i don't even have some of the basic building blocks or common social knowledge. i have to remind my self daily that i am not a complete loser. i know i am ugly. and that i can be shallow. i know i disgust a lot of people. i disgust myself.


i like being in relationships cause that is when i start feeling differently about myself. if this person can stand to be with me. then maybe i am not that bad. if this person can see through the messed up appearance. maybe i can to. and in a good relationship lasts long enough i even start taking care of myself a little better.

i am tired. i am worried and really don't care about myself enough to improve myself.

sadly i know i have potential. a lot of it. but it is just to much work.
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